Let me repeat what I said here; ""Put on you thinking cap and imagine for just one moment that I told you that I am everything you have searched for so now you can stop looking. Would ou believe me? Or would you stop beiieving everything you believed? Of course you wouldn't. As for myself, I have found what I had been looking for. That is what Jesus has promised me. Now, it is all a matter of growing in that knowledge. I need no other mediator or teacher, ...""
Until you can see things from another perspective, from the outside, I don't see how you could be capable of either taking advice or experiencing compassion.
Here, we discuss spiritual things on somewhat equal terms. You might find that approach would result in a warmer reception.
Just my opinion,